Archive | August, 2010

BitterSweet Part 3 ✿ =]

27 Aug

it felt like a spear piercing through his heart. So harsh, so deep, so violent. Indeed, it was hurtful. But he still held a bittersweet smile. Sweet outside but so bitter inside. Tracy was biting her lips. Feeling guilty after she lied. Both of them were looking on the ground. Jun felt terrible. Tracy was afraid of what will Jun’s reaction be if he found out that she lied. There were total silence. Tracy could hear Jun’s every breath. Inhale, exhale. Then, they left without a word.

It was night already. Guilt was haunting Tracy like crazy. But she thought to herself, “it’s all for his own good. This is what and how it should be.” Few minutes later, Jun texted Tracy. Tracy trembled when she saw it was Jun. Her heart stopped pumping for a second. But she still got back up and read the text.

” Thank You for telling me the truth really appreciate it”

Tracy stared at the message for a few moments. No smiley. No full-stop. Tracy didn’t feel his sincerity. It felt like there was still something he wanted to say but he didn’t finish saying it. It was a text of gratefulness but Tracy felt a harsh approach from Jun’s words. However, a gust of guilt wind swept by the room. Tracy thought to herself  “I’m not telling the truth. Sorry” She couldn’t smile. However, she still texted back, saying it’s okay. She burried her face in the pillow and forced herself to sleep. No more thinking.

Tracy was day-dreaming in class. She realized she broke her vow. But it was all worth it she thought. Suddenly, a flash back appeared in Tracy’s mind.

As she was walking to the computer lab on the 3rd floor, she heard girls gossiping upstairs. After a few seconds, she stepped back and recognized that it was Yue’s voice. She was talking to her girlfriends.

Yue : Hey! you know what? Last night, Jun, the guy in our class, he told me he liked me. OMG

Ceci : OMG! I knew it! look at him! it’s so obvious. He stares at you like ALL-DAY-LONG. who wouldn’t know that?!

Yue : I chose not to believe it at first.. haha~!

Leslie : SO! how he said it? What did you reply?

Yue : well, you know, the usuals, he just said it in a really cute way i guess? HAHA!

*they giggled*

Yue : anyway, i agreed to date him

Ceci : WHAT?! what about Marcus?

Leslie : girl..girl.. play time begins..

*they laughed*

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Tracy didn’t think much of this when it happened. But after this flashback, things start bumping into her head. Marcus was Yue’s current boyfriend. But only a few people knew that. Tracy leaned on her back by the wall. Thoughts start rushing into her mind. “So that explains why Yue was able to answer me so quickly, saying Jun was so cute and so on.. Jun already told her his feelings! That has also explained why Jun was so shocked when i lied to him. Oh crap! Don’t tell me he knows i lied! Is that why he has been so cold with me lately?! Then that text…..was is suppose to be sarcastic?!”

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Tracy sank down to the ground. She didn’t know how to face Jun after knowing that. She was so frustrated. She could hardly breathe. She felt her mind burning! It was dizzy. She couldn’t think. She gathered up her strength to walk to the toilet. Her vision was blurry. She was the only one there. She couldn’t hold it any longer. Her body felt weak and she collapsed.

When Tracy opened her eyes, she found herself in a cold white room. She was laying on a not-like-home bed. Her family members were all beside her. And there was the word “written” on all their faces. worried. Tracy called out “Ma..” as she rubbed her eyes. Her mom rushed towards her after knowing she’s awake. Tracy’s mom hugged her so tightly. Tracy was confused. “I just fainted no? Did i die or something?” She thought to herself. “Mom, why are you crying?”

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Tracy’s mom held a bittersweet smile. The same bittersweet smile. “Mom, what’s going on?” Tracy was starting to be impatient. She’s getting worried also. Tracy’s mom stood up, wiped her tears and looked at the family. All of them nodded to her.

“Tracy, we’ll be calling the doctor in to explain why you fainted. Remember, whatever it is, mama will still be with you. So don’t you worry.”

“What’s she talking about? Am i getting cancer? COME ON! tell me what it is!!” Tracy thought to herself again. Tracy has officially “written” WORRIED on her face.

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The doctor stepped into the room and gave Tracy a weak smile.

“Tracy, you been fainting quite often lately, am i right?” Tracy nodded. “You have gradual loss of movement and sensation?” She nodded again. Each time being more and more impatient. “You suffer headaches and sleepless night lately, haven’t you? Tracy shouted “YES YES YES! DOCTOR!! I BEG YOU! what’s going on??? is there something wrong with me?! She was already crying by then.

The doctor looked serious as he told Tracy the truth. Tracy couldn’t believe her ears and she wept.

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“Tracy, i’m afraid you’re suffering from brain tumor”

it’s a lil’ short huh? SORRY! =/

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till then,

dilys ★

tuts my barreh!

23 Aug

ANYWAY!

i know this has been like EVERYWHERE since a couple of years ago.. but it never fails! LOL!

NEVER! for those who havent watched it,

let us ALL WELCOME the MOST absorbed person EVER!

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yep! i’m serious.. THE BEST PART IS AT THE END! NO JOKE! LOL!

the last part… HOO!

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LOL!

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till then,

dilys ★

ACTING.YOUR.AGE!

23 Aug

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KAY! straight to the point cuz it’s late at night.

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PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW HOT TO ACT THEIR AGE!

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i practically puked when i saw those pictures.. EWWW! owhya..no pictures will be posted up cuz i’ll TOTALLY cause trouble if i did it.. LOL!

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anyway! so there’s this lady.. in her early 40 i guess.. and she has kids.. pretty young..

so just imagine.

40.

MARRIED.

MOM.

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kay.. still okay.. as i was looking through the pictures.. OH BOY! i mean seriously.. when you’re 40, YOU DON’T GO CLUBBING! not to be bias here, but just imagine..all those youngsters.. and then YOU?! in your 40’s trying to shake your already-pregnant-before-body. u think people see d can’t vomit a? waliueh… =.=ll

U HAVE KIDS FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! u can’t just go clubbing?! forcing them to sleep early and play with the maid more.. OWHYA! one day when they choose the maid over you, don’t be too sad.. u can still go clubbing. zz *sarcasm*

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ANYWAY! i continued looking and i nearly fainted when i saw what she wore! WALAOEH! so that was sorta like a party i’d say.. and now

DRESS YOUR AGE!

okay..so there were actually A FEW occasions.. and in her 40’s trying to wear clothes that girls around 25 would wear.. HELLO??! never heard of LAO TIAN ZHEN?! gross much!

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sumore right.. u wanna be in SO MANY FRIGGIN PICTURES! be considerate la! wear some kind of weird big thing.. BLOCKING PEOPLE ONLY! do you know it’s VERY VERY annoying when that big thing gets in the way?! i bet you dont..CUZ! you’re wearing the big thing..not somebody else! CHIEH!

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when you’re 40, you can chase your dreams.. but the dreams should be more appropriate.. u missed it when you were young, LEAVE IT ALONE NOW! cuz being 40, wanting to be for example a singer with for example a high-pitched voice. the CD will scratch and break by itself before you even debut it. SO PLEASE! STOP BEING SO EWWW!

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right..now this is THE MOST CHILDISH thing i’ve ever seen.. so you know, pictures, comments.. stuffs like that yea..

there were people commenting on HOW GRAWESOME (great + awesome) her look was with that big MONSTROUS UGLY DEVIL-ISH LOOKING THING. and after EVERY SINGLE COMMENT, she’ll reply.. reply saying thank you, ENOUGH. but u know what that 40 year old woman was doing? SHE WAS BRAGGING!

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so its something like when you comment :

“hey, nice top!” =]

and she’ll comment:

“THANK YOU! i know! i bought it from Versace.. it was SO EXPENSIVE”

and then another person comments saying..

“WOW! Versace top! you must be REAL RICH!”

and she’ll reply..

“THANK YOU! owhya! didn’t you know, i have a swimming pool in my back yard! it’s pretty big!”

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now you get what i mean??!! zz.. these people seriously PAIN IT THE BUTT.

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maybe i’ll have many people not approving this post, but wtv. i couldn’t stand it liao. LOL!

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and btw, if you think she’s some kind of hot chick, you’re wrong.

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she has a big belly and FILLED WITH WRINKLE face! i know many people has wrinkles and their PERFECTLY ALRIGHT! cuz the ones i know that has wrinkled face ALL DRESS like how they should be. so as long as your mama is from Sitiawan, YOU’RE SAFE! cuz i ain’t talking about ANYONE from Sitiawan.. LOL! =]

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so yea.. tell me what you think.. cuz this IS what i personally think of people NOT ACTING THEIR AGE!

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*i’m perfectly fine with girls trying to act mature cuz it’s totally understandable.. they havent experience it yet ma.. but for old aunties, young once, CHERISH IT! do not snatch the limelight from more prettier girls please.

* if you think i’m talking about you, stop it. cuz, the world’s so wide. SO MANY PEOPLE LIVING HERE. and maybe they’re just coincidences of whoever you think is the person i’m talking about. but hey, facebook so wide, there could be TONS of people have the same characteristics.. LOL!

*please don’t terasa.

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till then,

dilys ★

insults are encouragement! =] ♥

22 Aug

hey people~!!! =]

so yea, today was a VERY VERY

NON PRODUCTIVE DAY!

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no, it’s actually a very non productive weekend.. i’m serious.. i did practically NOTHING!

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however, i’ll be telling you guys what i DID! =] haha~

but that is also whether u choose to read it or not la.. haha~ i’ve put the colours in white.. so if you wanna read, highlight it! =]

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PWNED!

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LOL! just joking..=]

okay.. u’ll be reading this now is definitely cuz you’re KEPO!! LOL LOL LOL!! nola nola nola.. i know you’re very interested in my life one~~ HAHA! xP

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naahh.. i’m just joking.. LOL! anyway, if you dont want to have a bad impression on me, you can straight scroll down to the more important part.. cuz, this weekend… hmmm… read along if you REALLY wanna know.. haha~

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okay! so let’s just skip to SUNDAY! =] ♥

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right… i didn’t go to Church today.. hehe~ my parents weren’t home so….. anyway! i woke up at approx 12? so yea… LOL! oh! getting me OUT OF BED is another different story.. haha~

and i head downstairs straight cuz my sis was using the computer.. i ate breakfast (Chee Cheong Fan) =] it was…..so so? but i’ll give it a Nay~ i may like it just now.. but thinking of it now… hmmm..NOT A GOOD IMAGE! maybe it’s cuz i went to Penang once and ate their Chee Cheong Fan there.. u know the sauce here is either the sweet red sauce or the sweet black sauce huh? HOWEVER!! the one i ate in penang WAS BLACK SAUCE!

okay..so u might be wondering.. so what black sauce.. HOLD UP! it was NOT ONLY about black sauce. IT WAS SHRIMP PASTE! EWWW!! the one you put in your Penang Laksa.. it smells HORRIBLE when you eat it just like that! not to mention the taste…. urgh! when it is in Laksa, it does make the Laksa taste better in my opinion.. HOWEVER, AS CHEE CHEONG FAN SAUCE! OHBOY! seriously… if you don’t think it’s gross, well, go to the grocery store or wtv, buy a can of shrimp paste, take a spoon out, LICK IT OFF! urrggghhhh… i don’t even wanna think of it.. LOL!

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okay, so BACK to the story… haha~

well,ermmmm…after eating breakfast, i watched TV! erm.. it’s called 8 style or something like that?? LOL! pretty awesome! i really wanna go for that SPA.. =] if you watched that episode, you’ll know what i’m talking about.. haha~

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and around 10 minutes to 2, my sis told me that my auntie brought lunch for us.. OKAYY! i was pretty full already..but there was lunch..so.. EAT LA! plus my auntie has to drive like around 10-15 mins to reach my house.. and it IS pretty far.. for us in S’wan…

for those in KL or those in city, 10-15 minutes may be like SUPER NEAR but for us in Sitiawan, that only has traffic jams during after school hours, hmmmm….. yea..u get what i mean..

owhya! i also have like an ulcer under my tongue..

IT”S MAD UNCOMFORTABLE!!!!

haiyo.. i mean seriously… i can’t even chew properly.. BUT i still eat.. LOL! i constantly complain to my mom about my sore gums, sensitive teeth etc etc.. (mom’s a dentist..=] ) but everytime i complain, my mom will be like ” STILL CAN EAT SO MUCH!”

WALAO.

LOL! but serious! i still eat! haha~ and now you’ll be like ” oh, that explains it!” LOL! but yea.. honestly..you’re right! haha~ i just eat FRIGGIN slowly..

the only time where i couldnt taste my food was when i had flu.. where you’ll have too much mucus for the stimuli to actually stimulate your receptors and stuffs like that…i bet you know what i’m talking about yea? LOL! yea! so..i still eat even though i can’t taste them..i’ll just assume it taste this way, that way.. etc etc.. LOL!

I CANNOT STAND HUNGRINESS! I’M SERIOUS!

i’d rather can’t taste my food than being hungry.. i mean seriously, when you’re OVER hungry, you’re stomach grumbles like a MAD cow! and when someone hears it, it ain’t pleasant! (so as me telling you all these now..so not pleasant)

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IF YOU’RE HUNGRY, GO AND EAT! no one wants to hear your stomach grumbling like a MAD COW!! it’s FUNNY! people will burst out laughing AT you! not WITH you… LOL~! =D

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right…after eating lunch…i used the computer i guess? till hmmm….approx 7.30? yea.. i think so.. there are TONS of movies and videos for me to watch.. so why wouldn’t i want to watch?! owhya! spoiler, PMR! urgh..

anyway..back to my non productive day…haha~

right..notice that i didn’t mention ANYTHING about me bathing? well yea.. this is where you’ll be TOTALLY DISGUSTED! but i really really didn’t shower until 7.30.. LOL! THAT’S CUZ i was in air-cond room ALL-DAY-LONG! how can you possibly sweat in air-cond room right?! PLUS! a person smells only cuz they sweat! so i’m perfectly CLEAN la! i showered right before i sleep.. SO I AINT DISUSTING!!! =PPPPP

you’re thinking i’m a fat, lazy, dirty, disgusting potato.. =(

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after shower, PIZZA HUT~ yea.. it was pretty awesome..=] ESPECIALLY THE CHEESY LAVA CRUST!

WOOTS~! MEGA MEGA MEGA ROCKS!

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okay fine. it was just not bad honestly.. LOL~! haha! over exaggerating a little.. hehe~

and then, i watch TV and now i’m blogging..

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PRETTY USELESS DAY HUH?! well.. i made it useless.. so..no one to blame..LOL!

okay! so i’ve told you THE MOST unpleasant things in my life.. and YOU CHOSE to read it.. so.. LOL! i appreciate your curiousness.. HAHA~!

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kay! continue reading for MORE serious stuffs.. =]

owhya! if you think you have a totally unpleasant thing in your life, COMMENT ME! or send me an email at

dilysyeak@hotmail.com i’ll keep it a secret..! =]

EH! i share with you mine tau! u better share also! =P

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note: i can call myself fat but you cannot CALL ME FAT! i’ll slice you! haha!

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Insults Are Encouragement..

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have you EVER been insulted?

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HAVE YOU EVER BEEN DISCOURAGED by the ones that insult you?

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well, i know i have..approx a million times! but..well.

how do you deal with them?

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honestly..i don’t know how also at first.. until one day, it just dawn on me..

so yea, here i’m showing you guys..

Insults ARE Encouragement.. =]

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let me give you an example kays?

right.. people that usually insult you are people who actually DISLIKE you, agree? hmm..so you’ll always think that these insults are ALWAYS discouraging..

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Situation:

“eh you! your sister so thin.. why you like that one? wanna be Winnie the Pooh a?”

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yea, what the heck.

hurtful enough.. but you know what.. in EVERYBODY there MUST be optimism.. i’m totally serious right now.. i’ve used SERIOUS a chunk load of times.. cuz i AM serious.. HAHA!

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kay.. so here it is.. i’ll teach you how to respond towards those insults.. =]

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many will say Thank You to those who insult them and don’t do anything.

many people will also just walk away and think, oh! she/he is jealous, and NOT do anything also..

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WRONG!

these are NOT the attitudes that you should have!

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here is what you should do..

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SAY THANK YOU AND KNOW!

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what say thank you and know?! what you talking about?

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well, know that the person that insulted you CARES for YOU! even if their your enemies..they may not realize it, but actually, they do CARE for you! =] ♥

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okay..so now you’ll be like “what the heck you talking? say properly la..what do you mean by they care? they INSULTED ME tau?”

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1st ) why would they insult you? cuz they’ve NOTICED you!

they’ve noticed your weak point! maybe you’re a plus size.. and they call you names and they compare you with some other hot chick! well, if you think carefully, they wouldn’t even notice you if they don’t care about you.. agree? they compare you becuz they KNOW you have potential to be a hot chick. they INSULT you cuz they want you to realize your weak points. they insult you, cuz they CARE about you.

you see, just pause a second and reflect.. is there someone that you don’t care about? i mean seriously DON’T CARE? don’t talk to? won’t even have time to layan them? well, just think again..do you insult them? i bet you don’t! cuz you’ll think they’re no one to you, you don’t even know them well, so there’s no point wasting time talking to them.. agree?! same goes here..the people that insulted you NOTICED you and in a way CARED about you! THEY CARE! if they don’t care, THEY WONT FREAKING TALK TO YOU?! got my point?

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so yea people.. sometimes.. people always think that insults are discouragement and the best encouragement comes from only the love ones..

however, NOPE. insults are the best encouragement.. they come in HARSH! so that there’s an awakening. encouragement from love ones are always soft and they fade away easily cuz they do not want to hurt you.

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every bad thing can turn to good things. It just depends on how you look at it!

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so you got to remember

the insults may be the best encouragement, your enemies may be the ones that cares for you most, the discouragement CAN turn to encouragements.. =] ★

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i’m not saying that whatever encouragement that you’ve given to your love ones are a waste, but i just want to reassure to you guys that insults ARE encouragement..=] ♥

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when someone insults you, you know what to think…

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THEY, CARE! =] ♥

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till then,

dilys ★

real quick update! =] ★

21 Aug

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okay guys..

so i’ve just added a LIKE button into my blog and to LIKE it, you guys ought to go to single posts to LIKE IT! =]

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so this is how you should do it.. =]

you can go to the “LATEST STUFFS PEOPLE!” and click on the post that you want to like. after that just scroll to the end, HIT LIKE! =D

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you can also go to the “WHAT DO YOU WANNA READ ABOUT” and click on the category that the post is in.. next, click on the post you want to like, scroll down, HIT LIKE! =]

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pretty simple huh?? LOL

so YEA!! LIKE LIKE LIKE!! IT’S EVERYWHERE!!

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LIKE! ♥

hehe..

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i’ve also changed my template cuz i was bored of the other one already.. haha~ i went and search “PINK” and i find this one real cute.. =]

what do you think?

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UPDATE : you have to be a blogger to LIKE it! sorry~! =] but if you’re not a blogger, comments are welcome! =D

till then,

dilys ★

Secrets to Clear Skin~! =] ♥

9 Aug

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posting this post will not only be reminding you guys on how important it is to take care of your face, i will also tell u guys the simplest way to keep a clear skin.

my skin is also not clear, reminding u guys, reminding me~ =]

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credit to : Bubzbeauty

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irish asian~

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Testimony : Bubbi got teased cuz of her skin. She started getting spots since she was 12. Her whole entire face was covered with spots, pimples and zits.. it really hurts. Painful to touch. but what hurts the most was when she looks at her own reflection in the mirror. she was ashamed. For the pass 2 years, her skin has definitely improved..

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Water.

are you drinking enough of it?

are you drinking your 8 glasses of water a day?

water is not optional. you need it. Like the air you breathe.

Water itx what that will cleanse your body inside out. water itx what that will flush all your toxins out of your body. if you can, try to swap fizzy drinks to water.

Water is the key to hydration. Your skin needs hydration. Lack of moisture will cause the face to breakout.

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Sleep.

are you getting enough of it?

when you sleep, your skin heals. It is when your skin cells renews itself and regenerates itself. So therefore if you’re not having enough sleep, you’re actually not allowing this to happen. If you sleep well, your stress levels will be lowered AND! your hormones will be all over the place so it lessens the chance for you to break out! =]

If you don’t have enough of sleep, your skin will tend to look dull, dry and break out easier. so go! get some sleep! they don’t call it beauty sleep for nothing~

try to sleep on your back if you can.. i know many people love to sleep on their side and stuffs like that. but if you sleep on your sides, you’re actually “welcoming” pre-mature sagging..and the bacteria on the pillow can transfer to your face.

whereas if you sleep on your back, it sorta gives you a face lift? LOL! you know what i’m saying right? gravity, sleeping on your back, ring any bells? HAHA!

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Hygiene.

It is important to cleanse your face night and day. to clean it from the dirt, the oil and everything.

but what about the in betweens?

IMPORTANT LA!

example, when you sleep, lieing on a dirty pillow, talking on the cell phone, sleeping with dirty hair, all these can cause us to breakout. =( i wash my hair every night to prevent it from happening. – change your pillow case regularly. =]

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make sure your hands are clean when you touch ur face, dirt and bacteria and travel down your face. if you wear make-up, make sure the brushes are clean, sponges are clean..

if your room is dusty, give it a spring clean cuz when the environment it clean, you can feel it!

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EXERCISE!!!

okay, u might be wondering, how does exercise help in healing my skin? well, it does play a good role..

1st) it increases blood circulation, which is really really good for your skin

2nd) it lowers ur stress

one thing you should do after exercising is SHOWER! WASH YOURSELF! sweat + oil = BREAKOUT!

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it’s not always about what products you use and stuff like that. it also depends on what you are what you eat.

foods that are high in antioxidants are GOLDSTARS! MUST MUST MUST! such as green tea, coffee cuz they’ll cleanse your body. especially lemon!=]

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MOISTURIZE!

everyone, MOISTURIZE! i use to think that my face is already so oily and i have to just keep cleansing it! i thought that if i keep cleaning it, my face would be really clean and it wont break out.. however, WRONG! my face IS NOW lack of moisture..

theory :

over cleansed skin = dry skin

leads skin to produce more oil = oily skin + clogged pores!

use products! but DONT RELY ON THEM! try not to wash your face more than twice a day..get a product that SUITS your face! n go for those that are oil-free to prevent clogged pores.. for those who have oily skin, try to go for gel moisturizer..

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she also recommended masks.. it exfoliates the skin and physically removes the dry skin and dirt from the surface of your skin.

EXFOLIATING IS CRUCIAL! to remove build up and allow new skin to grow! however, don’t do it everyday, once in awhile, pamper yourself! =]

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steaming..

if you dont have those facial steamers, just get a bowl of hot water and put ur face above it. let the steam open up your pores and drip a few lemon in it. the lemon will help to clean the skin as well.

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let your skin breathe.. if you wear make-up, don’t wear it 24/7! you have to let your skin breathe. before you sleep, remember to clean all the make-up off. there are a few girls that likes to use facial wipes to clean it off cuz itx really handy and stuff like that. but you cant trust on it 100%. the facial wipes can actually cause an imbalance of pH value in your skin..

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end of essential tips~~

honestly,

believe in yourself! don’t let your skin rule your body. dont get stressed up! cuz if you think negative of yourself, it will just eventually control your mind.. believe you’ll have good skin. that’s where you’ll soar~

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till then,

dilys ★